A Journey with My Friend

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INCONSOLABLE

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable 

"Welcome To Wherever You Are"

Maybe we're different, but we're still the same
We all got the blood of Eden, running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You come between just who you are and who you wanna be

If you feel alone, and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning, is some beginning's end

[Chorus]
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you gotta believe
That right here right now, you're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome, to wherever you are

When everybody's in, and you're left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say

When it seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different
Just take a look around

[Chorus]

Be who you want to, be who you are
Everyones a hero, everyones a star

When you wanna give up, and your hearts about to break
Remember that you're perfect, God makes no mistakes

[Chorus]

I STILL....

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do?
At this very moment
When I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
Just can't let you go

Chorus:
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me huh
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah, I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that

Chorus:
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No, no

Bridge:
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me, then I
Would never let you go (oh oh oh)

(I still need you)
Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right there beside you)

“ Mimpi pun Enggan Persatukan Kita “

Seperti biasa...

Aku memandangmu jauh

Kau tak tahu itu

Seperti biasa...

Aku berharap padamu

Kau tak tahu itu

Seperti biasa...

Aku tak peduli padamu

Itu palsu..

Seperti biasa...

Aku acuh padamu..

Itupun palsu..

Setiap saat..

Ku lewati ..

Tiap perih yang tercipta..

Because of loving you...

Aku berhasil...

Namun..

Serpihannya masih tersisa...

Aku kecewa...

Namun...

Rasa kecewa itu tak dapat mengurangi

Perasaan ini...

Suatu saat...

Mimpi datang...

Melukiskan..

Seakan nyata...

Mengisyaratkan..

Ia pun tak mampu persatukan kita...

Dan sekarang...

Aku  terjaga..

Bergulat dengan perasaanku sendiri...

Milik Siapa

Indah jika terus ku bayangkan..

semua...

berlalu seiring dengan waktu..

Tuhan terlalu tak adil..

Dia hanya mengizinkanku..

miliki bayanganmu..

Apa guna?

bayanganmu bisa menjadi

milik semua orang yang ingin memilikinya

Tapi hatimu..??

tak pernah ku sentuh sekali pun

Ragamu..??

hanya sebatas mata dan senyummu itu...

dan wajah yang ku kagumi..

Sisanya??

ku tak tahu milik siapa...

"Remuk Hati"

Menatapmu..

Bercanda dengannya..

Tersirat di rona wajahmu..

Kau menyimpan rasa padanya..

Sungguh...

Tak mampu rasanya..

Hatiku hilang bentuk..

Remuk..

Dan ku ingin..

Berdiri tegak..

Seperti dulu lagi..

Sebelum hatiku mengenalmu..

 Namun..

Tiap kali ku ingin berdiri..

Ku terduduk lagi..

Dan kembali seperti biasa..

Ku menatapmu jauh...

Dan kau masih bercanda dengannya....